11.3.11

P&I.

sometimes be a servant should has a pride and intelligence and silent is much better than act like wiser! thats the quotes for today. i just got it when i watched some movie and i realize that every people get deserves the best from each. whoever they are senator or president, the working class get deserves the best.

and me, just like another day, feel strange, feel "it is nonsense". Pride and intelligence, ya? my mom taught me a lot about that. How to builds that? the answer is from our own self and beliefs.

i trying to be better person, not a worst! i supposed to see from other perspectives. If somebody calls me worst, then i should think why they said like that and convince them to gave them some value for their self not mine. are they good than me or reverse?.






Allah give me a strength.

tons.

what does it means of the words "i miss you"?
i just know, that words means ah! i want meet you, i want to do somethings physically by you, or please brought me to somewhere or nowhere with you, just be with you. yes! i miss you.
i miss you like thousand millions stars in the skies.

i want you here, next to me. Hold me tight when i sick, like now! kiss my forehead, when i sad, like now! and sleep with me, when i scared be alone, like now! ah! i miss you lots of tons.









parts.

well, this is my first month at the first year i feel bad. Hard headache, just make me lay down on bed almost 4 days. The effects of that, my nose always bleeding. Ah! its not good, really not good. I am sick. yeah sick! not like the other days, i just feel strange. oh ah! i just got the results of my exams, there's good and bad. I am not good in Math, but i really good in Theory! boo-yeah!

the other things of today, i just got news that tomorrow my boyfriend will night-rides with his best friends, and i was feeding my kitty cats, lots of fun today, but not really fun. Because my headache attacks! uh, i was playing my iPad. then my father asked me about my thesis though, and i answers "everything will be fine, pa". The other hand, while i was playing my iPad, suddenly my head was hurt then i stopped. So i go back to my rooms and take a rest for while, and my boyfriend hard to catch, his phone is nowhere! ah.

ps; while i was write my blog, i've got message on Yahoo!Mail from Nickie, my friend like my sister from Holland. She will come to Indonesia in 4 months later. Then i just dream i had one big cupboard in my rooms, there's so many pairs of shoes, the dresses, the shirts, Jeans, Scarves, and many things. ah! just dream.


still headache attacks!

10.3.11

Random facts!

Drink: mineral water and sweet-tea

Restaurant: japanese cuisine and Indonesia’s

TV Show: Glee!, NCIS, and Prison Break

City: Santorini, London, Sierra, and Paris

Food: Fish, beef and chicken!

Desert: Cookies&cream ice cream, and fruit punch

Magazine: W!, Nylon, Vanity Fair, and Vogue

Way to Relax: Traveler, Music and Drawing

Place: Someplace makes me peace and feels safe!

Cell Phone: iPhone

Shoe: Converse, Edgy!

Date: Escape from the town

Color: Pantone Color!

Day: Weekends

Season: Spring and Winter

Store: Classy and edgy things !

Boy: HIM(:

Movie: Ben Affleck’s, PIXAR&Disney, Johnny Depp’s, and Sci-Fi.

Animal: No insects and reptiles!

Actor: Johnny Depp, Ben Affleck

Actress: Mila Kunis, Zooey Deschanel, Kirsten Stewart

Football Club: Barcelona!

Snack Food: Hershey; everything about chocolate

Outfit: Casual edgy

Laptop: Mac Apple things!

Music: Alternative rock!

Band: Radiohead, Paramore, Incubus, King of Convenience, She&Him, Naif

Solo Male: John Mayer, Bruno Mars, John Legend, Owl City, James Morrison

Solo Female: Lily Allen, Zooey Deschanel, Kate Perry

Room: full of my sketch and pictures on my wall

Bag: Touch of classy

Wallet: Cleopatra

Kiss: Sweet things

almost a day that i spent for laying in a bed. i've got sick, like hard-headache
it's not good, really not good. i just left 2 subjects of my class, Math and Marketing Strategy
my body like unboned, my breath so slow down, and my move not really had a movement.
just like under pressure, for sure!





popo, i miss you


9.3.11

landscape of pink

focus.


what a mistake that i've made at last year ? avoided all the ways to final thesis.
it's really miserable. and for this year, i made out with all text books, puke!
exhale inhale, i just need to finish the thesis and GRADUATE, tired to do all the courses, 2011.
steady and focus !

chill-out

first date

first date
first date by Hazana Anggrayni Solichien featuring flat shoes

i love the moments when the first time he asked me to go to first date, i will wear the beautiful dress, pretty shoes and bags, and nice jewelry :)

8.3.11




i missed your call and text message
yes, i do

Lily Allen

Lily Allen
Lily Allen by Hazana Anggrayni Solichien featuring satin pumps

Lily Rose Allen really my role model !

Done.


after a week i through the exams of middle-term. Ah, its killed me, frankly i just wondering of my mathematic, I am not good in Math. Gosh what should i do heh ? So, i just need pass through this by Allah. I rely on and depend on Allah's "hand". Amin

Happy Birthday, Daddy

08/03/2011

Mommy & Daddy
Me & Mommy
Me & Daddy
Yussuf Solichien Martadiningrat's Family
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Celebrating my daddy's birthday at Shangri-La Hotel, Jakarta. It's really fun when gathering and chattering with a big parts of your life, FAMILY. In this moments, i just feel like our family very united and overjoy, unfortunately we're minus my 4th brother (Mas tommy) he went to my villa at Puncak, my 1st sister in law (Mba Jati), and little nephew (Aqilla Kusuma Andjani), they're stay at Yogyakarta.

Daddy, Happy birthday
you mean it to my life
you are a role model of my whole life
and i promise to always make you proud
for you mom too.
and i always love you, dad.
May Allah bless your healthy and wealthy.
Amin

-your daughter-

Kristen Stewart

Kristen Stewart

since she's played on Twilight Saga, i just know i really adore her. Her green-eyes, and silent-person, make she's really cool lady.

i miss you

i miss you
i miss you by Hazana Anggrayni Solichien on Polyvore.com

i miss you like hell and you are not alone.

arctic monkey

7.3.11

one.


there's no more tears between us
but we know, there's many barriers to get all that we've dreamt
and i know, you're always here, besides me, next to me
no matter how biggest that barriers; it doesn't matter
because we are one

26.2.11




i waste my times with the whole trash-things in another spaces
one thing always make my life is worth ever
i could make you fly higher than.




puhlease!

i just know, examination of terms in my university always makes me like a crazy person.

artwork by me.

another dreams

i wish my dreams comes true
amin.

Playing with Pedro ♥

my boyfriend was playing with my freaky-black-cat, Pedro (one of player in Barcelona FC)

We are the big fans of BARCELONA FC//


Sucks

Good evening everyone, i've faced the mid-term exams for event semester; really frustrating me like seriously!
University Pelita Harapan kills me by slowly. indeed

pray for me.

Taken by Elen Yustadea; thank you, sister.

Snowbelle//Trapped

hello everyones, my pretty-cat, Snowbelle

xx

25.2.11

no offense


half-face doesn't mean HYPOCRITE
no offense

B.

no ones could describes my feeling into you
because, i do really love you

love,
xx

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Sketch & Edit by Me

Angelo

hello, my teddy bear, Angelo
popo's gave me as special gift :)
thank you

love, xx.

23.2.11

Paradiso.

Welcome to The Paradise

Made by Me.

young.

The wind blows away
the young childish memories we once had
now semi grown up
you appear to have the world at it's knees


Cheerious


Made by Me (Illustrator)

21.2.11

♡30.




I will do everything
just to make you happy
keep my promise

N.

Annabelle.


Annabelle, my sweet cat

rhyme in love.

"

The one I love with all my might
The one I'm thinking of tonight
The one that helps me make things right
The one I long to kiss goodnight
The one I dream of when I sleep at night

"

i love you

the happiness.


when the happiness covering us to the heaven.
we playing golf
we laughing
we took a lot of our-self pictures
we enjoy the landscapes
we dancing
and etc.
i called "hey this is truly heaven"

place: my villa
cc: Muhammad Bagoes Putranto
Ananda Zahra
Harry Wibowo

16.2.11

imperfect sides.


when a perfect guy meets a dork-woman.
when a perfect guy meets a imperfect-woman.
whose imperfect ? me.
why imperfect ? because i know my own self
how can be imperfect ? God's will
did you made the big mistakes ? i did
what the biggest ? letting him go, make him hurt so badly
what will you say to him ? i am sorry, i am not perfect.

i am sorry, love.

15.2.11


my favourite animal is whale;
our love story will really happy ending like in the fairy-tale.
(rhyme by me)

for: Muhammad Bagoes P

14.2.11

Aqilla Kusuma Andjani


Yak sekarang gue mau menceritakan keponakkan gue yang menurut gue SANGAT MENGGEMASKAN ! Namanya, Aqilla Kusuma Andjani. kenapa gue bilang dia gemesin ? ; karena dari kecil udah tua alias ingin tahu segalanya. Perbincangan yang bikin gue ngakak sampe gue loncat-loncat, mendadak badan gue membentuk sikap lilin (loh!? SKIP), nih dia :

Nhena (N) ; Gue sendiri
Aqilla (A)
Bagoes (B) ; kekasihku (azeek !)
Farhad (F) ; adek gue
Elen (E) ; pacar adek gue
Herza (H) ; kakak gue yang ketiga

#1
suatu ketika adek gue lagi di potong rambutnya, yang tadinya segondrong mak lampir (boong!) mendadak jadi botak begitu. Tiba-tiba Aqilla datang :
F: bla..blaa (lagi ngobrol sama tukang cukurnya)
A: (muncul) kamu siapa !?
F: ya ampun la, ini aku, Uncle Farhad !
A: kamu uncle farhad, kepala kamu GUNDUL !
-- bahasa GUNDUL itu loh, yang bikin gue ngakak setengah mati, bayangin umur 3 tahun bisa ngmg gitu. gimana gue ga ketawa ! Hahahaha

#2
Dia yang sudah berumur 4 tahun datang dari Yogya untuk berkunjung ke Jakarta (Re: sekarang dia tinggal di Yogya sama kakak gue dan istrinya). kebetulan, di rumah gue lagi ada acara, dan keluarga besar kumpul semua di rumah gue. Gue, pacar gue, dan saudara gue lainnya lagi kumpul di kamar kakak gue, mendadak Aqilla datang di tengah kerumunan kita yang lagi asyik nonton tv.
A: Uncle, tolong dong matiin AC-nya !
H, B: yaudah kamu cari gih remotenya, uncle ga ada disini!
(lalu aqilla keluar cari remotenya...)
A: (lalu datang) uncle, aunty aku ga nemuin remotenya!
aduh bagaimana ini, nanti aku dimarahin popo (dengan tangan yang digerakkan seakan dia ga tau dimana remotenya)
(lalu dia keluar dengan membuka pintu yang terlalu keras, tidak sengaja menyenggol piring2 di belakang pintu)
GUMBRAAAAAANG
Semuanya serentak: Astagfirullah lilaa !
A: Astagfirullah (dengan wajah yang kebingungan)
-- astaga ekspresi pada saat itu yang bikin gue ngakak ! gemesin.

#3
suatu hari dia akan berangkat pulang ke Yogyakarta, kebetulan Ellen, dan Farhad ikut mengantar :). dan mereka sedang bermain kartu yang bergambarkan kartun.
E: aduh la, aunty jadi mau makan gulali yang kayak di kartu ini !
A: aku punya dong !
E: mana, kok ga ada !?
A: nih ada di perutku (sambil kasih unjuk perutnya) !
F: KETAWA! Ya ampun beb, anak umur 19 tahun di bohongin umur 4 tahun ! itulah yang bikin gemes, dengan kelakuannya yang super cute ! :D

kali ini gue akan menampilkan foto-fotonya yang buat gue kangen sama dia;





Aunty love you so much!
xoxo.

9.2.11

8.2.11

Ma to the Ger.


Rasa bosan yang datang tiba-tiba adalah hal yang paling ga enak, apalagi kalo di kampus.
Paling enak sih kalo begitu, ketemu temen-temen yang se-hati dan se-pemikiran (haha! padahal cari temen). Mager, Ma to the Ger; singakatan dari males gerak. Itulah istilah baru untuk anak jaman masa kini.

.... krik.

oke, lanjut.
gue sama temen gue, Kiky atau Rizki Maharani; dia temen gue yang menurut gue se-hati dan se-pemikiran. Kenapa ? -- karena dia mengerti dan memaklumi tingkah gue yang aneh --#.
Maksud dari kata "Aneh" adalah tingkah dan kelakukan yang luar biasa, cukup membuat orang pingsan karena keanehan yang kita lakukan-lah.

Kebetulan, hari ini kita ketemu di Mushola kampus.
N: kay, ngapain lo disini ?
K: (berasa ga kenal)
N: (mendadak split dan kayang di depan mushola)
K: Krik!

... maaf saya lagi SKIP. oke begini ceritanya !
N: eh ky, lagi ngapain disini ?
K: mau shalat gue, mager banget kelas jam 2.30 ! nah lo ngapain disini?
N: Nungguin Lini nih, pesen nasi gue !

tiba-tiba Lini datang, mulailah pembicaraan yang aneh dan sedikit freak.
dan kita ngakak ga jelas, padahal kalo orang liat kita ngmg, kayak 3 orang purba lagi ngerapatin buat cari makan nanti malam --#
.. oke SKIP.

akhirnya, kita udah ga tau apa yang dilakukan lagi ! kita melakukan hal yang paling umum, yaitu foto-foto di laptop gue.

so here we are


gaya ampuh ketika kehabisan gaya, bersama kiky !


kiky, gue dan lini ! :)
... Krik!

maaf yah teman-teman, kalo cerita kali ini membuat anda terasa ZZZZ banget ! (hahaha!)