its not good at me, not good.
headache, flu and sore-throat. damn!
every step, the tissue accompanied me all long ways. ah! it's not really good.
headache oh headache, flu oh flu, puhlease.
i just want to go "home" right now, please!
16.3.11
14.3.11
gasp!
while i was thinking about old memories, i try to find my old pictures on my MAC. oh crap! hey thats me in 5 years ago. ah! are you really me? (gasp!) and guess what, i found my boyfriend's photos and of course with me then! so check it out.
well! here we are. Really high-school-times, wear same shirt with different color! those pictures make me laugh out loud. damn! i miss those moments. we're still like a child, cry and mad over.
and honestly, i miss those things.
24hrs.
your smelled of your skin, your perfect nose, and your pretty eyes. i just enjoy your amazing face when you slept away next to me in a while. ah! i pray to God and God always knows my prayer, indeed. What a great night!
at the morning after the day, i woke up. Frankly, when the morning comes, the first thing i would to see is your face! and out of my room, i see you and i hug you say "good morning, love" (haha!) at the moment, thats the perfect morning for me.
ah! i miss you already less than 24 hrs.
12.3.11
Random Q's.
will you talk to the person you like on the phone tonight?
done!
ever had a near death experience?
when i was child, yes!
where’s your cell phone?
next to me
what is the last thing you thought about?
my thesis really frustrating me.
do you regret anything?
sometimes.
what are you going to do this weekend?
biggest of toys fair with my bf
when was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
a week ago, hayudya witasari
do you prefer revenge or just pure jealousy/envy?
keep silent and stay calm.
who would you like your next “fling” to be with?
Ben Affleck or Johnny depp (ding!)
would you curse in front of your parents?
i love both of them
what kind of camera do you have?
1 fish eye, 1 aquapix and 2 digital camera
would you rather go to a party or out of town?
out of town
are you slowly drifting away from someone close?
none.
who can you tell everything to?
popo!
is any part of your body sore?
my fat?
are you missing someone right now?
abso-bloody yes
is there someone on your mind that shouldn’t be?
no!
when was the last time you saw the person you last kissed?
a week ago! uh i miss you, love.
do you like your phone?
pretty sure.
have any of your best friends ever back stabbed you?
might be yes
if you had to move in with a friend, which one would you pick?
--
what’s the seventh text message in your inbox say?
momi, aku berangkat yah -popo.
when is your next road trip?
this june.
what did you do this weekend?
feeding my kitty cats, playing iPad and watch some movies
met anyone new in the past week?
no.
who was the last person to go to the movies with you?
popo!
are you currently fighting with someone?
not really though
last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
not butterflies, but worm.
who/what would you like to see right now?
popo, kiss and hug him tightly.
are you mad at someone right now?
mad in love i think
what’s the nicest text in your inbox say?
popo & wita.
do you mainly use your house phone or your cell phone?
both. if i haven't any top up
is there an empty place in your heart?
no! popo filled up
do you count down the days till anything?
yes, collected the proposal of thesis also the yudisium
are you looking forward to something as of right now?
kinda.
anyone told you a secret this week?
think! no!
do you ever turn your cell phone off?
yes!
do you hate anyone?
no!
last time you wore the opposite sex’s clothing?
popo's sweater.
what do you want in your life right now?
everything i deserve and get a married with
do you trust people easily?
no! popo taught me a lot
what were you doing at 9pm friday night?
it means thursday? zikir at home with whole family
last person you showered naked with?
(*)
your best friend has sex with your ex, what happens?
no one.
your friend kisses the boy/girl you like, what do you do?
GET MAD AND PUNCH OVER THEM (gangsta!)
what do you want right this second?
dreaming!
your mood?
yawning
do certain alcohols make you have different emotions and what?
not drunk!
if you could change one thing this year about your life, would you?
i just thankful to God!
this time last year, can you remember who you liked?
yes!
does it bother you when people try to make you jealous?
popo always did it to me and just work it (haha)
does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks?
YES. i don't like though
was yesterday terrible?
no!
do you have a hard time admitting you’re wrong?
sometimes
would you take someone back who cheated on you?
--!
done!
ever had a near death experience?
when i was child, yes!
where’s your cell phone?
next to me
what is the last thing you thought about?
my thesis really frustrating me.
do you regret anything?
sometimes.
what are you going to do this weekend?
biggest of toys fair with my bf
when was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
a week ago, hayudya witasari
do you prefer revenge or just pure jealousy/envy?
keep silent and stay calm.
who would you like your next “fling” to be with?
Ben Affleck or Johnny depp (ding!)
would you curse in front of your parents?
i love both of them
what kind of camera do you have?
1 fish eye, 1 aquapix and 2 digital camera
would you rather go to a party or out of town?
out of town
are you slowly drifting away from someone close?
none.
who can you tell everything to?
popo!
is any part of your body sore?
my fat?
are you missing someone right now?
abso-bloody yes
is there someone on your mind that shouldn’t be?
no!
when was the last time you saw the person you last kissed?
a week ago! uh i miss you, love.
do you like your phone?
pretty sure.
have any of your best friends ever back stabbed you?
might be yes
if you had to move in with a friend, which one would you pick?
--
what’s the seventh text message in your inbox say?
momi, aku berangkat yah -popo.
when is your next road trip?
this june.
what did you do this weekend?
feeding my kitty cats, playing iPad and watch some movies
met anyone new in the past week?
no.
who was the last person to go to the movies with you?
popo!
are you currently fighting with someone?
not really though
last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
not butterflies, but worm.
who/what would you like to see right now?
popo, kiss and hug him tightly.
are you mad at someone right now?
mad in love i think
what’s the nicest text in your inbox say?
popo & wita.
do you mainly use your house phone or your cell phone?
both. if i haven't any top up
is there an empty place in your heart?
no! popo filled up
do you count down the days till anything?
yes, collected the proposal of thesis also the yudisium
are you looking forward to something as of right now?
kinda.
anyone told you a secret this week?
think! no!
do you ever turn your cell phone off?
yes!
do you hate anyone?
no!
last time you wore the opposite sex’s clothing?
popo's sweater.
what do you want in your life right now?
everything i deserve and get a married with
do you trust people easily?
no! popo taught me a lot
what were you doing at 9pm friday night?
it means thursday? zikir at home with whole family
last person you showered naked with?
(*)
your best friend has sex with your ex, what happens?
no one.
your friend kisses the boy/girl you like, what do you do?
GET MAD AND PUNCH OVER THEM (gangsta!)
what do you want right this second?
dreaming!
your mood?
yawning
do certain alcohols make you have different emotions and what?
not drunk!
if you could change one thing this year about your life, would you?
i just thankful to God!
this time last year, can you remember who you liked?
yes!
does it bother you when people try to make you jealous?
popo always did it to me and just work it (haha)
does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks?
YES. i don't like though
was yesterday terrible?
no!
do you have a hard time admitting you’re wrong?
sometimes
would you take someone back who cheated on you?
--!
11.3.11
P&I.
sometimes be a servant should has a pride and intelligence and silent is much better than act like wiser! thats the quotes for today. i just got it when i watched some movie and i realize that every people get deserves the best from each. whoever they are senator or president, the working class get deserves the best.
and me, just like another day, feel strange, feel "it is nonsense". Pride and intelligence, ya? my mom taught me a lot about that. How to builds that? the answer is from our own self and beliefs.
i trying to be better person, not a worst! i supposed to see from other perspectives. If somebody calls me worst, then i should think why they said like that and convince them to gave them some value for their self not mine. are they good than me or reverse?.
Allah give me a strength.
tons.
what does it means of the words "i miss you"?i just know, that words means ah! i want meet you, i want to do somethings physically by you, or please brought me to somewhere or nowhere with you, just be with you. yes! i miss you.i miss you like thousand millions stars in the skies.i want you here, next to me. Hold me tight when i sick, like now! kiss my forehead, when i sad, like now! and sleep with me, when i scared be alone, like now! ah! i miss you lots of tons.
parts.
well, this is my first month at the first year i feel bad. Hard headache, just make me lay down on bed almost 4 days. The effects of that, my nose always bleeding. Ah! its not good, really not good. I am sick. yeah sick! not like the other days, i just feel strange. oh ah! i just got the results of my exams, there's good and bad. I am not good in Math, but i really good in Theory! boo-yeah!
the other things of today, i just got news that tomorrow my boyfriend will night-rides with his best friends, and i was feeding my kitty cats, lots of fun today, but not really fun. Because my headache attacks! uh, i was playing my iPad. then my father asked me about my thesis though, and i answers "everything will be fine, pa". The other hand, while i was playing my iPad, suddenly my head was hurt then i stopped. So i go back to my rooms and take a rest for while, and my boyfriend hard to catch, his phone is nowhere! ah.
ps; while i was write my blog, i've got message on Yahoo!Mail from Nickie, my friend like my sister from Holland. She will come to Indonesia in 4 months later. Then i just dream i had one big cupboard in my rooms, there's so many pairs of shoes, the dresses, the shirts, Jeans, Scarves, and many things. ah! just dream.
still headache attacks!
10.3.11
Random facts!
Drink: mineral water and sweet-tea
Restaurant: japanese cuisine and Indonesia’s
TV Show: Glee!, NCIS, and Prison Break
City: Santorini, London, Sierra, and Paris
Food: Fish, beef and chicken!
Desert: Cookies&cream ice cream, and fruit punch
Magazine: W!, Nylon, Vanity Fair, and Vogue
Way to Relax: Traveler, Music and Drawing
Place: Someplace makes me peace and feels safe!
Cell Phone: iPhone
Shoe: Converse, Edgy!
Date: Escape from the town
Color: Pantone Color!
Day: Weekends
Season: Spring and Winter
Store: Classy and edgy things !
Boy: HIM(:
Movie: Ben Affleck’s, PIXAR&Disney, Johnny Depp’s, and Sci-Fi.
Animal: No insects and reptiles!
Actor: Johnny Depp, Ben Affleck
Actress: Mila Kunis, Zooey Deschanel, Kirsten Stewart
Football Club: Barcelona!
Snack Food: Hershey; everything about chocolate
Outfit: Casual edgy
Laptop: Mac Apple things!
Music: Alternative rock!
Band: Radiohead, Paramore, Incubus, King of Convenience, She&Him, Naif
Solo Male: John Mayer, Bruno Mars, John Legend, Owl City, James Morrison
Solo Female: Lily Allen, Zooey Deschanel, Kate Perry
Room: full of my sketch and pictures on my wall
Bag: Touch of classy
Wallet: Cleopatra
Kiss: Sweet things
almost a day that i spent for laying in a bed. i've got sick, like hard-headache
it's not good, really not good. i just left 2 subjects of my class, Math and Marketing Strategy
my body like unboned, my breath so slow down, and my move not really had a movement.
just like under pressure, for sure!
popo, i miss you
9.3.11
focus.
what a mistake that i've made at last year ? avoided all the ways to final thesis.
it's really miserable. and for this year, i made out with all text books, puke!
exhale inhale, i just need to finish the thesis and GRADUATE, tired to do all the courses, 2011.
steady and focus !
first date
first date by Hazana Anggrayni Solichien featuring flat shoes
i love the moments when the first time he asked me to go to first date, i will wear the beautiful dress, pretty shoes and bags, and nice jewelry :)
8.3.11
Lily Allen
Lily Allen by Hazana Anggrayni Solichien featuring satin pumps
Lily Rose Allen really my role model !
Done.
after a week i through the exams of middle-term. Ah, its killed me, frankly i just wondering of my mathematic, I am not good in Math. Gosh what should i do heh ? So, i just need pass through this by Allah. I rely on and depend on Allah's "hand". Amin
Happy Birthday, Daddy
08/03/2011
Mommy & Daddy
Me & Mommy
Me & Daddy
Yussuf Solichien Martadiningrat's Family
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Celebrating my daddy's birthday at Shangri-La Hotel, Jakarta. It's really fun when gathering and chattering with a big parts of your life, FAMILY. In this moments, i just feel like our family very united and overjoy, unfortunately we're minus my 4th brother (Mas tommy) he went to my villa at Puncak, my 1st sister in law (Mba Jati), and little nephew (Aqilla Kusuma Andjani), they're stay at Yogyakarta.
Daddy, Happy birthday
you mean it to my life
you are a role model of my whole life
and i promise to always make you proud
for you mom too.
and i always love you, dad.
May Allah bless your healthy and wealthy.
Amin
-your daughter-
Kristen Stewart
since she's played on Twilight Saga, i just know i really adore her. Her green-eyes, and silent-person, make she's really cool lady.
7.3.11
one.
there's no more tears between us
but we know, there's many barriers to get all that we've dreamt
and i know, you're always here, besides me, next to me
no matter how biggest that barriers; it doesn't matter
because we are one
26.2.11
puhlease!
i just know, examination of terms in my university always makes me like a crazy person.
artwork by me.
Playing with Pedro ♥
my boyfriend was playing with my freaky-black-cat, Pedro (one of player in Barcelona FC)
We are the big fans of BARCELONA FC//
Sucks
Good evening everyone, i've faced the mid-term exams for event semester; really frustrating me like seriously!
University Pelita Harapan kills me by slowly. indeed
pray for me.
Taken by Elen Yustadea; thank you, sister.
25.2.11
24.2.11
23.2.11
young.
❝
The wind blows away
the young childish memories we once had
now semi grown up
you appear to have the world at it's knees
❞
Cheerious
Made by Me (Illustrator)
22.2.11
daddy.
♥♥
hello, daddy
you know what, i just want to make you proud
within all my heart, and soul
i always love you, daddy.
Ananda Zahra.
❞
Ananda Zahra, my super silly sister and
she is girlfriend of my boyfriend's brother, Harry Wibowo.
❝
21.2.11
rhyme in love.
"
The one I love with all my might
The one I'm thinking of tonight
The one that helps me make things right
The one I long to kiss goodnight
The one I dream of when I sleep at night
"
i love you
the happiness.
when the happiness covering us to the heaven.
we playing golf
we laughing
we took a lot of our-self pictures
we enjoy the landscapes
we dancing
and etc.
i called "hey this is truly heaven"
place: my villa
cc: Muhammad Bagoes Putranto
Ananda Zahra
Harry Wibowo
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