Hello, Lila.

Daily things when my little niece come over to my room. She's always said "aunty, your room is very pretty, someday if Lila grow up, your room will be mine". ah! interesting! haha!

look at her, she smiled at the camera then she start to "stole" my spidols. And begging me to give her a paper to draw something :)

Look! how cute she is. I ever think, she's really like Suri Cruise. sometimes!

sometimes, i always amused her. ah! because i little bit jealous about her body and legs. perfect! yeah, because her mommy and daddy really tall and skinny. hahaha!

since she's come to Jakarta, we have a lot of fun days.

Little niece.

My niece, Aqilla Kusuma Andjani

Hello there, my love niece. Me and your lovely uncle, bagoes, can't wait for you to come back to Jakarta. We miss you so much! :)

We have big plan for you, my dear. Disney On Ice 2011! ha. This thursday you will come, and i will pick you up. Your aunty really can't wait for you, my little lovely naught niece.

Big Love,

Aunty nhena & Uncle bagoes.

Our world; the earth.

Lets rock the world!

lets rock the people!

Lets against the corruption!

Lets against the anarchy or violence!

Your world is beautiful and pretty colorful

Don't let the damn fuckin people against our world!

Let heal our world with our hands!

Raise your hand and pray to God

Please God save our world, our earth.

Photo by Muhammad Bagoes Putranto (love!)

Monroe, Marilyn

did you ever want to be skinny like a super model ? yes i do. Walking through the people, and they will staring at you "Oh God, look at her, perfect body, how skinny she is". How would you do about their thought ? You will do more extra diet for it, more skinny and all over again; until the bones kills you. Have you ever think, we just don't need be skinny or anything (duh!)

When i open my site, i mean my tumblr; TADAAA! Oh my God, there is Marilyn Monroe. How Goddess she is ! before she get the drugs, her body totally sexy and hot. She's not totally skinny but little bit fat. She's got big fat on tummy and upper high.

Look her smile, very pretty eh ? I adore her since my mommy told me about her and how great she is. And then directly i found out everything about her.

She looks like my role model. yeah she is! hahaha

damn.

head-ache attacked me again, and its over and over again. when i was just thinking for a little things, suddenly the stimulus into my brain just make me hurts. The problems like a sh*t. I don't know, what they do thinking ? they're selfish and they're just think for their own self. what about me and the others ? do they ever think ? i guess not.

no more happiness between us, before they tell the truth about their self.

Boyd, Brandon

Brandon with his cute dog, Bruce. Really cute, eh !

Boyd with his artwork of Mural

besides he's good singer, he is good artist and designer.

one more think that i couldn't imagine that INCUBUS WILL COMES BACK TO JAKARTA AT JULY 26th, 2011. Did you heard that ? It would be awesome, lets rock Jakarta with Incubus and of course, Brandon Boyd. (yeah)

there is his video when he doing his mural, check it out on YouTube

All Photos Source by Tumblr

Cameras.

Camera; for me is important stuff that always i bring into everywhere. Especially, for special events. ah! First, i bought Fisheye Camera, little bit expensive for that times. But i never regret to bought that stuff, because the results of the photos really cute! fun! and unique! hahaha. and Second, i bought Aquapix Camera for special edition, Spongebob Squarepants and Patrick Star; i bought that recently and very very cheaper than Fisheye. I never try it, because i don't have any chances to go to water-activities. Dank*!

And one more, that makes me envy is My Boyfriend have Polaroid Camera. The Choco edition! really cute! ah i want it! but it is okay, i hope he would lend me his Polaroid for several times. ihi! i would love it loh sayang. hahaha

Girls.

when i starting to explored my laptop and i trying to plugging my HD into it. aha! aha! yeah, i just said like that aha! aha! you know what, i just found my video with my lovely girls. We're just dubbing, i mean only me; but my girls just like figure it out behind me. I sang You Belong To Me by Taylor Swift. Crazy huh! Hahahaha

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For honestly, i really really really miss them so much! they made me crazy, laugh out very loud, and they always make me the way i am. But very long time not see them, because we just busy with our each thesis.

But we've made promise that after the graduation and everything back to calm. We will gather again, and have a dinner or lunch. ! i want to. i miss you, girls.

just look our silly activities and drive me so crazy :)

Fika Astridianingrum, Tiffany Tanudjaja, and Intan Al Aini Puncak

bags.

when we live in the middle of high-society, everybody trying to hard to catch what is the mean it. Some people or most people knows that high-society very related with expensive things. eww!

or go public that i never known before or eat somethings with the weirdo names. yuck!

i just glad with my parents; they never taught me to live in there way. and i know, that lives very messed. we never get satisfied before we get it after we look someone use or wear somethings more than us. Are you really mine, huh? That is so waste your times.

Ok back to reality! my parents and my really best friends, we could and we really really could be high-society. but they were not. But, what do we are chasing for ? The answer is, Nothing.

So, my mother always give me her things and stuff. For actually my mother really like me, grew up in the middle high-end, but her chose her own ways to not to be. yeaah! My mother gave me her stuff that i really like it and love it, because that things very classy. yeah it is! and it is because i am the only one girl on this family. lucky me (:

from the hundred things, the mostly that i love is Bags. Yeah i do love bags! my mother have high taste. wohoo!

thank you, mom!

ah//

in the middle of crowded people, my head freezing at sudden. ah! i just like swing it my head left to right and right to left. when i look my desk ah! many assignments and many conditions that i have to finish before due times. oh! i always moaning when i get the hard ways, thats my bad habit.

sigh! exhale-inhale repeatedly. yah! like i am asthma-person. yes i am.

please take me get away from here even for a while. yes i need it to. take to me paradise, ocean, forest, or empty-house. we both having a great party inside for one night stand. ck! i need you, love. here besides me. i miss your skin, smelled, and big hugs. please take me away from here and i will take you to my paradise. hahaha (:

BFF.

my best friends/support-friends in me

Wa ode rabia aladawiyah and Rizky Amalia Nainggolan.

You've got a friend in me
You've got a friend in me
When the road looks rough ahead
And you're miles and miles
From your nice warm bed
You just remember what your old pal said
Yeah, you've got a friend in me

You've got a friend in me
You've got a friend in me
If you've got troubles,I've got 'em too
There isn't anything I wouldn't do for you
We stick together and can see it through
Cause you've got a friend in me
You've got a friend in me

Some other folks might be
A little bit smarter than I am
Bigger and stronger too
Maybe
But none of them will ever love you
The way I do, it's me and you
Boy, and as the years go by
Our friendship will never die
You're gonna see it's our destiny
You've got a friend in me

Hiding.

My cat, Annabellle. She was hiding under my draw-desk. She's cute, isn't it huh ? yes she is. When i go there.. go there and go there, she's always following me. haha! and the most important you should know is she's hypocrite cat that i ever seen! doh! When she's with the other cats, like pedro, messi, dexter, snowbelle; she didn't want i touched. But, when i brought her into my room, oh my god! she's really spoiled. Ckckck

Proposal of thesis.

my heart beating fasts ! yes i do! i was collected my proposal of thesis to my lecturer. I just use my guts to do that. yea! i don't know actually. hu! please. i am so scared, because my lecturer said not always the proposal could be approved. ah!

Now, i am here in his class, my lecturer's (Strategy of Marketing)! he told everything about "Last Session" and Pra-Session. yea! he was emphasizing about that. God please! i don't want to be one of the them who their proposals not accepted! fine. hu!

my heart still beat up. dag dig dug.

my mind still keep thinking about mine. swiiing

my hand still shaking. brrrrrr

Please, Ya Allah help me, save me !

C* sucks!

while i make the presentation of Strategy of Marketing, Strategy Customer Management! the c*in*s* people across next to me, really amusing me. Their laugh really out loud, just makes me argh! Hey if you want to annoying us with your bad-annoy-habits, please don't sit here, just out from here! F* you!

what about my presentation !? i couldn't get out from here, because this building just makes me comfort! but they really sucks very much !

i hate C* people sometimes, always showed up! sorry guys if i racism ! yes i am!

while make the presentation.

1. Are you single - no!
2. Are you happy – plenty.
3. Are you bored – yes! i doing my presentation yet.
4. Are you naked – no!
5. Are you a blonde – i hope so(:
6. Are you moody – yes i am!
7. Are you a lover/hater – lovable.
8. Are you hot/cold – excuse me?

Ten Facts

1. Name – hazananggrayni
2. Nicknames – nhena
3. Any birth marks – my arm
4. Hair color – black!
5. Natural hair color – black
6. Eye color – dark brown
7. Height – 165 cm
8. Mood – easy to laugh
9. Favorite color – purple brown
10. One Place to Visit – london & greek

Nine things about your love life:
1. Do you believe in love at first sight – "moments of the truth" in first encounter stage :)
2. Do you believe in soul mates – yes!
3. Have you ever been hurt emotionally – everyone has.
4. Have you ever broke someone’s heart? – ya.
5. Ever had your heart broken? – yay
6. Have you ever liked someone but never told them? – --#
7. Are you afraid of commitment? – no! as long as they could keep that.
8. Who was the last person you hugged? – popo!
9. Who was the last person you said I love you to? – popo!

Nine this or that
1. Love or lust – love
2. Cats or dogs – both!
3. A few best friends or many regular friends – a few best friends
4. Television or internet – television
5. Chinese Or Indian – Chinese yucks.
6. Wild night out or romantic night in – oh depends.
7. Money or Happiness – happiness.
8. Night or Day – night!
9. MSN or Phone – phone.

Eight have you ever
1. Been caught sneaking out – no
2. Been skinny dipping - no!
3. Bungee jumped – no! but i want to!
4. Lied to someone you liked – he-eh!
5. Finished an entire jaw breaker – HAH!!?
6. Wanted an ex bf/gf back – no!
7. Cried because you lost a pet – yes! i was.
8. Wanted to disappear – yes!

Ten preferences in a partner
1. Smile or eyes – both! he's sparkling into my eyes
2. Light or dark hair – dark!
3. Hugs or kisses – both yes!
4. Shorter or taller – taller of course
5. Intelligence or attraction – both
6. Romantic or spontaneous – both must be balanced!
7. Funny or serious – funny
8. Older or Younger – older!!
9. Outgoing or quiet – stay cool but outgoing.
10. Sweet or Bad Ass – BOTH! :)

Eight have you’s
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd – have been.
2. Ever done drugs – No!
3. Ever been on a cheerleading team – iewh!
4. Ever been on a dance team - no and never!
5. Ever been on a sports team – yes i was!
6. Ever been in a drama play/production – theater yes!
7. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? – BMW!
8. Ever been in a rap video? – NO!

Last person to
1. Sleep in bed beside you? - popo
2. Saw you cry? – popo!
3. You went out to dinner with? – my family!
4. You talked on the phone to? – popo
5. Made you laugh? – liza cicilia

Would you rather
1. Pierce your nose or tongue? – never had
2. Be serious or be funny? – funny person
3. Drink whole or skim milk? – skim milk
4. Spend time with your parents or enemies? – parents

Are you
1. Simple or complicated? – complicated (haha!)
2. Retarded? – ##no!

Do you prefer
1. Flowers or candy? – candy!
2. Gray or black? – black
3. Color or Black and white photos? – depends
4. Sunrise or sunset?- sunset
5. Staying up late or waking up early? – waking up early
6. Sun or moon? – moon.
7. Winter or Summer? – winter!
8. Left or right? – right
9. acquaintances or having two best friends? – two best friends.
10. Sun or rain? – rain!
11. Vanilla or chocolate ice cream? – vanilla
12. Vodka or Jack Daniels? - milk!

Answer truthfully
1. Do you like anyone? – yes, my boyfriend
2. Do they know it? – absolutely!

Unique
1. Nervous Habits? – when the presentations in front of a lot of people
2. Are you double jointed? - no.
3. Can you twist your tongue around and roll it? - no!
4. Can you raise one eyebrow? - yes.
5. Can you cross your eyes? - yes
6. Do you make your bed daily? – hahaha !

In the last month, have you
1. Had a relationship? - 7 years until now!
2. Bought something? – yes, bando!
3. Sang – always!
4. Been hugged – yes
5. Felt stupid – always
6. Missed someone –my high school mates

Lasts
1. Last Alcoholic Drink – never touched that things
2. Last Car ride – yes !
3. Last Movie Seen – green mile
4. Last Song Played – endah & rhesa.

Nervous thingy.

uh! i hate read. ah! one thing that makes me nervous is Presentation. Puhlease! Someways it so easy to tell "the story" about my chapters, but when i faced the crowded of people, uh! makes me neeervous! So, i breath, exhales-inhales, relaxing my mind and think a beautiful things, then i start to speech. then aha! gotcha! i did it! but i try to not see my lecturer's eye, anyway. haha!

used to.

boring times suffering me all the times. but its okay then! my boyfriend taught me

"if you bored at your room, don't go anywhere, just take your pencil or spidol, even your ink pen, and drawing on your blank paper. filled up of your imaginations into that paper".

and i think, it would be awesome times. yes! agree!

i told in previous blog, my boyfriend really inspired me a lot! he's a perfect graphic designer. i love his job now. (really envy me!) just kidding, boy :*

i could draw

i could use camera

i could use the true pencil and other materials

because of him.

thank you, love.

xx,

love you

2 days.

yea! i am not sick any-more, ah i think!

but it is because my boyfriend came to my house for 2 days. yes, i am so happy!

we're talk everything, we're laughter even we don't know what we laugh for, we're showed how much we miss each other, and all of the things that makes me happy and grateful. yes i am!

first day, at saturday.

we're spent our times, to think and measure our expenses for my next-bike! fun! yes!

second day, at sunday.

just laughing, tickling, and fart-ing. hahaha. yes we are!

sometimes, i was scared to lose him again. yes i do!

sometimes, i was did something fool into him, but frankly i just did to give the best for him. i do!

sometimes, i really jealous with who really keep near with him. of course it's girls! i do

hahaha. sometimes, my friends say "come on, you have been 7 years with him"

and i say "hahaha, but we're still human" (!!) Dankk!

i love you, truly love you so much.

not good.

its not good at me, not good.

headache, flu and sore-throat. damn!

every step, the tissue accompanied me all long ways. ah! it's not really good.

headache oh headache, flu oh flu, puhlease.

i just want to go "home" right now, please!

gasp!

while i was thinking about old memories, i try to find my old pictures on my MAC. oh crap! hey thats me in 5 years ago. ah! are you really me? (gasp!) and guess what, i found my boyfriend's photos and of course with me then! so check it out.

well! here we are. Really high-school-times, wear same shirt with different color! those pictures make me laugh out loud. damn! i miss those moments. we're still like a child, cry and mad over.

and honestly, i miss those things.